AM I MULTIDIMENSIONAL? (Sci- Fiction Series)
Pages from my diary
DATE — 10 JAN 2010
Dear firefly,
Tara here, Certain levels of question I have in my mind,
I can’t escape from it, so I am writing all these in you,
So that I can clear my mind and filter my thoughts that made me insane.
The mysteries which are unveiled, unrevealed and unreleased
The truth we were finding since our childhood,
What our parents told us,
Beliefs we are carrying from our childhood?
Which characterize your identity,
But something within us that made us called our entity,
What they poured on us,
you will not have that level of intelligence you, won’t get it, you won’t understand you, you are stuck, you are escaping
I counter all these limiting beliefs from now.
I don’t accept them all, because it limits me and the perfection I have within, the perfection you are born with?
I can find it within me,
That told me shiva is a consciousness, not have any face but it is frequency, it is the perfection of the universe.
That is why I don’t believe in God,
Because I believe God within.
I know if I told this to my mother I will don’t like at all because of the belief she has in God.
God is made by us,
Who is God, Omnipresent, Omniscient, Omnipotent, Omnificent are those words which define our god.
Nobody can understand me if I question their God? its existence
But one day I will get all the answers I am searching for.
In the search of God, my mind becomes dizzy.
I go through the scriptures, manuscripts, monuments whatever our ancestors lefts for us,
I know I should research and invest time to say that I didn’t find him a person who is pure enough to say, here is our God who made us or we made him.
The poem I read a lot because it narrates my story in my words,
“Going over a memory lane,
Preparing for the good day
Accepting all flaws within,
But I can’t stop by anything
Not by fear not by judgments
Nor fast but too slow
Just following my intuition
I am learning because I want to grow
Cause I feel my innocence and significance”
It doesn’t mean that I am not grateful for what has nature and the universe giving us,
The resources we got from nature itself, I am heartily grateful to it.
Thank you firefly
Meet my all-time buddy My firefly
Few lines only for you
My wings are growing to fly high at the blue sky, I can't open up with others I don't know why? you are my apple of an eye, my buddy my firefly.
